i love J..... :)

it was the 6th day of June,
i woke up with my alarm tone,
i was excited for the first day of classes,
a new chapter of my life has just started.

as i walk in the corridor,
i saw a guy whose bag is green colored,
i looked at him and he smiled,
it feels like my world stopped for a while.

i can feel the moving wind,
as i continue walking to find my friend,
there i saw her in the quadrangle,
with our  new classmates she mingled.

When the flag ceremony was through,
we went to search for room twenty-two,
there i found the boy i saw,
sitting on a chair in the third row.

How shocked i was!
i can't believe we're in only one class.
i asked him his name,
his voice made me insane. (adik?)

after 3 months or four,
i was able to know him more,
he's cute, kind, and cheerful,
someone i've been wishing for.

i think im already falling inlove,
Oh, my life's been so tough!
im loving a person who can't love me in return,
all i can do is to hope, cry and mourn.

Now we're already in second year,
different sections?! oh dear!
maybe we're not really for each other,
'cause fate wont allow us to be together.

i just saw him with another lady,
his smile is an obvious sign that he's happy,
its making me fall apart,
to see him with her makes me bitter like tart.

inside of me i think i should move on,
and life must keep on going on,
but i just can't understand why,
im still hoping that he'd realize..

He'd realize that he's better with me,
but i think he already fell for that lady,
so i guess i should give up,
and accept that im just not lucky enough when it comes to love..