Jan 18...

As the dawn breaks,
and the clock strikes three,
while my family are still sleeping,
im here alone crying silently.

feeling so depressed,
for the second time in my life,
a boy had broken my heart,
my feelings are merely jealousy and strife.

i thought you love me,
but i guess i've been a fool,
you made me hope for nothing,
how could you be so cruel?

these tears i tried to hide,
'cause nobody might understand,
i tried hard to forget you,
but i just really can't.

Sometimes i question God,
for all the problems i've been through,
i thought you're the one for me,
but you turned into a hoe.

i lie to myself,
just to make it bearable,
why can't you love me?
am i unlovable?

another day had passed,
you're already with someone new,
can we go back to the past?
i want to ask that to you.

but if she makes you happy,
then i'd just let you go,
but the moment that she doesn't,
i'm only here waiting for you.