January 27

i feel pathetic,
i feel weak,
i feel like falling
im just lovesick..

you used to be my inspiration,
but you turned out to be the opposite,
thought my life would be happy,
but thew more you complicated it.

sick of trying,
tired of everything,
am i just an option to you?
just a second choice? just nothing?

im not begging you to love me,
but at least dont hurt me,
i won't expect you to feel the same,
but please be true to what you say.

Dont tell me you love me,
if you really dont,
dont tell me you will stay,
if you really wont.

Just when i thought i've already moved on,
you showed up.
just when i thought im over you,
the feelings came rushing back.

Why did i have to fall inlove with you?
its just hurting me so bad.
maybe i should forget you,
but i cant stop myself to remember the memories we had.

you're a big part of me,
someone so special in my heart.
but please dont break it,
please dont leave me torn apart.