What i really feel..

i choose to hide my feelings to myself,
like a book left unread in a shelf,
i feel useless and nobody cares,
so insecure and scared to people's stares.

Do you know how it feels like,
to feel that there's nothing right in my life,
random thoughts are spilling on my head now,
remembering your promises and vows.

you told me that you love me,
is it real or just a fancy?
am i going to believe on your love?
or should i wait until you effort enough?

i cant sleep because of you,
i keep on imagining about us two,
its driving me insane,
asking myself if you really felt the same.