..im already tired of loving, tired of hoping, and tired of crying..
..he treats me like im only an object.. i think he thought that i dont have any feelings.. or did he really planned to hurt me this way?
..between the two of us, am i the only one who loves? only one who hurts? only one who cries every night? is this love onesided?
..i cant take it anymore.. There were times that i want to give up.. Deep inside, i know i should move on.. But how? if whenever i see him, the feelings keep on going back..
..im already scared.. what if i'd fall for him too hard?? i dont want to feel broken again!
But just one smile from him, it seems like im ready to cry just to be happy for a while..
..i tried hard to forget him.. i even put my attention to other things just to avoid thinking about him..
..i dont want to fall inlove again.. i already know that feeling and it sucks.. i dont want to look as stupid as i was before in my past..
.. if ever i would fall for him, will he be willing to catch me??.. i guess he wont.. and that hurts the most.. :(
Advance happy birthday to my father.. :))