Forgiveness isnt easy...

They say you can only forgive someone,
when you forget the things they've done,
but how can i forget your mistakes?
when it was the reason why  my life had changed.

Bullies everywhere, its not fun anymore,
Dont you know that my heart's been already torn?
You dont know how much you've hurt me,
you were someone who made my past so lonely.

You dont know how much i've been hurt,
when you told me that i dont have any worth,
since that day i've learned to fight,
to defend myself with all my might.

you never even asked an apology,
oh, now i see.
you dont know you're already hurting me.
Tell me, am i really unworthy?

Oh Lord do i deserve this?
im already begging you with bended knees,
please dont let this person ruin my life,
please dont let me feel more strife.

Im sorry God if i can't forgive him,
i know im also imperfect and i also do wrong,
Someday i might learn to do so,
but today isnt the right time for me to.

#iloveyoubutyouhurtme, but even though how much you've hurt me, i still love you.. Stupid heart, isnt it? </3
$h!T J@i .. ngaNu l0v3 m@n 6hapoN t!ka ???