im sorry ... :(

   Actually, ginusto ko rin naman to eh .. i wanted to be strong, strong enough that nobody would think that i am inferior to them.. strong enough to defend myself whenever they criticize me.. but i never expected that being strong means to become coldhearted .. i never wished to be like this .. its not part of what i prayed to God .. but maybe this is what i need, to avoid from getting hurt .. i know im too selfish to say that i'd rather hurt others than to let myself get hurt .. but, isn't it my time to be happy ? all my life i've been growing up in a world where im never enough, where im not appreciated, and where my mistakes are greatly observed by others .. so tell me , isn't it my time to be happy now ? im sorry if im already hurting someone else because of my harsh words and mean acts, but i just learned it from other people .. its just a cycle .. a cycle that will never cease ..