i hate this feeling .. i look like crazy, thinking about the events that happened, laughing alone and blushing unconsciously. This sense of longingness, longing to see him everyday. The way my heart flutters whenever he go near me ..
Thoughts of him are still lingering in my mind .. the way he hugged me that day .. is there a reason behind that hug ? the way he smiled to me showing a spark in his eyes .. and the way he make an effort for him to see me ..
Yet, im confused.. confused with those things that he do. Does he really love me, or does he have another purpose ? i dont know what his intention is, whether it is good or bad .. Some months ago, he told me, he even said it aloud, that he would never fall for me .. then why is he running after me now ?
im so confused ... i don't know how to figure out anymore the right and the wrong .. because in everything that i do, there's always a consequence .. and i dont want my happiness to turn into sadness ..