it's still 1:45 AM, and here i am writing again ... i just woke up, awaken from a dream.. i dreamt of you, again. Dreamt of that scene that i only see in movies, that scene that only lives in my imagination, that scene which is a pure fiction. Oh i know, this is just my illusion, a big illusion !
Why can't i move on ? why can't i go away from the midst of this bizzare delusion ? It's like i was trapped with the thought of you .. every detail of you, seems like i memorized it on my mind .. the aroma and scent of your perfume .. your charming eyes that shows more beauty when you smile.. your lips that seem to be perfect whenever you smile .. and everything that makes up your face that seems to hypnotize me .. i was mesmerized by you, to the point that i could stare all day long at your picture...
i miss you. everything of you. and i miss the "old me". That me when i was with you.. the way it felt whenever i see you. the way my heart flutter whenever you go near me. the way i smile and blush unconsciously. Now, the happiness and joyous feelings were all gone, like a balloon blown away by the wind. all that is left is agony because i know that you can never be mine. but i still have that little hope. that hope that someday you will be, that someday i can find myself in your arms. and if that happens, I swear I'll scream and tell the world that fairytales do come true! i hope so ...
#iLoveYou.YouKnowWhoYouAre :))
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